Now the next worst thing really came
after being too uber honest to whom may be your future employer, the next worst thing will be making a huge mistake at work, especially when it has to do with money, just days before you are supposed to be confirmed as a permanent staff. sighs. i always have a problem of asking too many questions (which people may find irrinoying) and being too overly concerned about money and not being able to work but i always give myself the reason that for the sake of myself and earning more money to help my momma, i gotta be thick-skinned and ignore how people think about me. But i realise, maybe deep down in my heart, im still very sensitive and mindful of judgements, just that i wear a mask and hide my weakness, so that i’ll survive better. Not a good morning. Hopefully the day will be better as it goes on. maybe it’s the PMS thats making me feel so low and lack of self-esteem.
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